holiday

I love holidays ..because i can c my family members and eat a lot of tasty food
But I hate holidays too...totally no time to gathering with old friends in hometown

That is why I wont notice in fb again
jz let my close friends know.
sometimes really keep thinking and annoyance need to plan.....
My brain wanna crash

Doesn't  mean i dont want to contact all of friends..
some of friends will complain me.im go out with others
but din go out with them....
pls...Im really tired .jz back from sg.
I jz hope my friends can understand  and know me..
I wanna enjoy every moment with family when im still in holidays.....
my holidays not many also...not more then 1 week also
jz 4 or 5 days only....

By the way, i enjoyed hari raya holidays in hometown and kl too
it was very happy and unforgetable
even jz a simple dinner with family and relatives
all my relatives there...feel so warm and sweet....
look like when we were still small kids

BAck to sg....rreally feel so stress and emo here...
tired....truely tired...
nobody can help me..
alone....all the way i need alone to face it.
even i can settle.
but still alone....

Day by day....
I already  accustomed to live one's life 
cook ,wash clothes,shopping,clean my house.....
cook for my self at home....
This kind of life is not really good and excruciation.....
should i quit this kind of life?

I was thinking .....can i get a chance or  opportunity to overseas ?
I start to regret why im dont want study in college...
that should be better?

 No sense of direction for my future......